• I'm having so many feels about breaking up with my boyfriend and I'm constantly questioning if it was the right thing to do as well as if we should get back together. I think it depends on if he's serious about coming here
• Working 3 days in a row, I feel like I'm driving so far

Update

Instead of doing "Fantasy Friday" today, and also missing the other weekly posts, I've decided to just give an update on what's been going on. I kind of fell into a mini depression this week because I was realizing my job isn't going to pay anything with how far and how little shifts I get, and I was also depressed because I couldn't see myself getting into my new Filofax: Cover story

That feeling has changed, I went to Michael's and bought new paper, made new dividers, gave them a faux laminated feeling with clear duct tape, and I threw away the weeks I had stuff written in to start anew. Hey, I can do that since I have 5 other planners sitting around!

• I'm employed again! I work at a plus size clothing store AND I love it. I'm at a new location from my previous job and its like being home again, I remember how to do mostly everything and all the customers love me
• I'm craving a Filofax, another one.. I want the bigger size one, instead of the pocket one
• The washing machine isn't working so now I'm behind on my laundry, again
• I want to go to the Del Mar fair but I have no one to go with
• I can't wait for Natalie's inserts for my pocket fill and hopefully this week she does a guest blog post on my blog!
• I want to see 22 Jump Street

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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"The feels"

Last night I felt like all my feelings started to wash over me. I was so depressed and feeling as if I was lacking creative motivation and everything in between. I wanted to delete my blog and start over. I felt like I couldn't do anything right. To make this feeling try to go away, I ended up transferring this blog over to Wordpress. Unfortunately, I'm a BlogSpot type of gal and I'm back! I ended up giving my blog a mini make over and now I'm feeling back "in love" with it. I want to get all pretty today and take a new "about me" photo, so keep an eye out for the cha cha cha changes!

http://riflepaperco.com/category/Journals/c53

AH! Today I'm reviewing Rifle Paper Co. One of my favorite paper companies, and probably where I get most of my expensive stationary needs. I first became familiar with this paper company from seeing photos of pretty floral items via tumblr. My first purchase was a print/note-cards that I saw at the Museum of Contemporary Art in La Jolla.

http://riflepaperco.com/item/Stop_and_Smell_the_Roses_Card/381/c34



I've been walking around Target many times and came across the "Botanicals Notebook collection" $12.95 for a set of 3 notebooks. I thought this was the perfect time to get the set since I'll be writing down a lot of my feelings, exercises, and my future days. I wanted to give one of the journals to Fab but she told me no :(

• Currently fired as of 06/15/14 and filed for unemployment 6/16/14 I will have $430.33 to last me until I actually get approved for ue or until I find a job... or at least until the end of the summer
• I'm having mild nipple pain....................IN RESULT OF GETTING A $13 NIPPLE PIERCING ON FRIDAY THE 13TH WOOT WOOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
• I'm obsessed with a song called "Wiggle" by Jason Derulo about girls having a "big fat butt"
• I have two bug bites that are in annoying places, one on my right ankle and one on my left both on the back of my leg where the ankle and end of the leg connects, every time I bend my legs I can feel them and I want to itch :(
• Going to start walking, now that I have no job, and exercising regularly
• This weekend I have to have my mail sent out for the June swap via Postal Society!

Over the past week I've been attacking my room with cleaning and organizing. These are some more photos from the other day that I didn't post. I filled up one of the containers that used to contain beads, that now contains all my snail mail goodies!

 



I also got one of the gifts wrapped for my friend, since it was hiding in my closet but I have no room for it now! I wrapped it with the tissue paper she used for my gift(s)!



Along with the post office run I made to get stamps, I also wrote mail to my maybe soon to be ex boyfriend? I have no idea what's going on with us, and he won't even try to fix anything with me.... but I like how cute it came out which is why I'm putting it on my blog.

I need a job, to even think about buying any of this now.

http://www.thecluelessgirl.com/2011/11/pr-marketing-e-book-is-now-available.html

 

After spending hours, I finally have my clothes back to being color coordinated, as well as more shelf space!

 I wanted to try out the Washi tape from my previous post, and it works excellent! I love the scotch brand. This is an outgoing letter I wrote as a reply from Marian's incoming mail. I was too lazy to find my pretty stationary paper because I just finished moving everything around in my room. I also decorated the paper with cute lady bug puffy stickers, as well as neon dot stickers I bought @ Target a few weeks ago. I also included one of the hearts she sent me! I love how cute the mail came out, I just need to decorate her envelope and buy some stamps and then it's getting sent out!

I just found out that Office Depot sells Washi tape! I'm very excited because I've started to run out of tape and it's easier to go to the store then get tape and wait for shipping via online. I haven't opened it yet, but I'm going to soon since I'm going to be replying to Marian's mail! Check tomorrow for photos of her mail!

• I have two bug or spider bites underneath my right breast and I'm constantly trying to not itch those motherfuckers
• On Friday I guess my till was short $10 and some change, which is the second time to happen to me within 30 days so now I'm going to have "counseling" and I don't want to get fired I got fired
• Hopefully things with the boyfriend get back on track because the past week has caused major binge eating on my part
• I'm off Tuesday-Saturday so I'm sure I'll have Orange is the New Black finished
• Tuesday I get my oil changed in the car and it's going to be $18.99 which I offered to pay but my dad said he'd pay it........ so now I can use that money to buy stamps, or send Fab's long awaited mail
• I want to go to the beach again this week, maybe Wednesday

Beach day, first of the summer!

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

My friend and I went to the beach yesterday, and I got to be a fat babe in my forever21+ bathing suit. It was weird because I'm starting to wrap my head around the fact that this will be the last summer I'm a 3-4x!!! Isn't that crazy?! I can't wait to be smaller! I love being around the beach and seeing the pretty water and boats. I just hate sand!

One of my recently founded quotes I'm trying to live by